I feel just a little better now.
I just agreed to that agent I think I pissed him off yet he has to deal with me for the temp admin at the far far Whitesands Pri School.
I guess I just didnt wanna wait.Even though it's kinda far but thank god,i still have bus from here.
Now whether he calls back again is one thing.
Whatever.

I vividly recall that eve of his enlistment.
I dunno if it's the same with every couples,but I guess it's abt the same.

We met up with his mum and 2 of his aunties.
Lil Charmine is just too likeable and adorable.
Every now and then I heard pple saying,"So pretty!!!!"
And she is very 'sticking' to me.
Of coz Jason is busy being a nanny to that Hong2.

After dinner at the horrible KFC,we went to West Coast.A big 'play ground' for the kids.
Some of them were looks pretty dangerous though.

Lil Charmine just wont stop wanting me to be with her.haha.
Whenever me and Jason held hands,Charmine would come in b/w and held our hands.Haha,how adorable!
I would really love a gal like her in the future.*prays hard*

But all the time,I was wishing that the pple would disappear so that we are left alone for good.

On the bus,I am already tearing.I cant help but keep tearing.

Outside my house,he finally cried too.
The last time I remembered seeing him cried is our 13th month...I hurt him too much then.

This time is different.
He cried becoz he cant bear too.

Von told me..during her time...
She was so sad that she couldnt send Andy coz he is gg in the morning.
On his car,they cried together.
And naturally she cired more than that.

She refers to this analogy.It was as if your fav toy is being snatched away from you.
And I remembered she is very pale during that period of time,and she keeps lamenting that without a bf sucks!

And I firmly believe that my dear Yng has her fair share of experience.

I guess it's a phase that every couple who has this chance,went through.

Am I glad that I am given this chance afterall?
Maybe...I dunno..yea..maybe.

I remembered Jason said that night that..this may be good afterall..so he will learn to treasure me more in the future..
And I really thought it should be me learning to treasure him more?

Somehow....
As much as I miss him,I always manage to calm myself down.
Coz...I can feel him...
Maybe it's my own sided feeling.
But...I really can feel him.

Today is just day 3.

We will see each other soon.